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I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream

I know I said I wouldn’t write about my moods, but this is drastic. I can’t get enough sleep. If I so much as close my eyes I start dreaming. I also want to tear someone’s head off, starting with my own. I can’t get comfortable. All chairs are at the wrong height. I can’t concentrate. I want to scream my lungs out. Earlier I was thinking about how I could hurt myself so I could go home from work.

Sunday and yesterday were sort of like this, but today is full blown. Who knows what tomorrow will be like?

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  1. clownonfire
    April 3, 2012 at 2:39 pm

    I’m so sorry.
    And if writing your moods help, indulge!
    Le Clown

  2. April 5, 2012 at 9:38 am

    Let it all hang out. Seriously. If it helps you to spill, to go into descriptive detail about it, then do it. I went on yesterday on a private blog about something. 2000 some words, this long rant. I’ve spared everyone at Pendulum.

    But, it helped me to work through it. I put some things into perspective and was able to make an action plan.

    I hope you are feeling better. I really do.

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